Friday, July 30, 2010

Thank You...=D

First of all I want to thanks God for all His blessings

I'm extremely happy today!! I got 6.5 for my IELTS result. Can't describe my feeling when papa said that I got that score. Actually I didn't expect or even think I could get the score. Because I thought I couldn't do the exam well. Moreover I thought that I would fail. That's why yesterday I couldn't sleep well, and I dared not to go to Australia Centre to get my result. Finally, papa went there alone. Hahaha..I was afraid I'd faint if I failed..

Next, I want to say thanks to all my friends, who always support me. Thanks for your pray, guys. Love you..:D




xoxo

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Good Luck For Us...:)

Hello bloggers.
This morning, my best fella, Vanessa is going to leave our home town. She is going to Jakarta, and continues her study to become a dentist. Good luck and all the best for you, dear..:))



Pheww..just realized, tomorrow is July 30th. Means that I'm going to get my IELTS result...Uhh ohh..I'm very scared, could I pass it?? Good luck for me...>.<
"Good luck, good luck, and super good luck"

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

What a Wonderful Monday !!


I had a great monday with my girls yesterday. I'm very lucky to have such friends like ya.
Thanks for becoming my best friends. Love you all...










"V.A.N.S' Journey never ends"
xoxo♥

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Random Post


Dear peeps,I am pretty bored right now. In order to kill my boredom, I'd like to do blogging.
Tomorrow is Sunday, July 25. It means my dearest friend, Yanti has to go to Sg. She is going to continue her study there. Okay then, good luck for you,beib..:)





Well, today is just a weekend, but I have already planned many things for the next few days. My besties and me are going to go to Sun Plaza next Monday for the gathering, as Vanessa is going to go to Jakarta to continue her study there on this 29. See, all my friends are leaving our hometown this month. Uhhh, while I must still wait for another one month. Then, I planned to go swimming on next Tuesday. Frankly, I didn't know how to swim. *sighh* That's why I'm going to learn it,soon.
Ooh no, one thing left..Next Friday, I'll get my IELTS test result. Don't know how much will it score. Mmm..just pray for the best. Amen...:)

"Life is tough"



Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Feel Free To Express Myself

I'm back for blogging..*yippie*
Actually there are too many stories to share that I don't even know where I should begin. Maybe I'd like to talk about my IELTS exam,first. Yea, I couldn't do it well. I'm really sad and disappointed. I guess I was too nervous during the exam, which made my mind couldn't think well. I missed many questions for listening part, then for the reading part,too. I used to do the reading part well on every exercise, but why this happened?? I almost cried that time, but I was convincing myself that I'm a tough girl, and I must not cry!! Now, I just let God's hands work in me. Let He decides all the best for me. I only can wait for the result, and hope that it won't be bad.

Secondly, I want to talk about 'him', actually.But I don't think I have a mood to do so.Last time, he sent a message to my MSN. Yet, I didn't intend to reply him. Because he did the same thing, too. Moreover, I didn't know what to reply. I'm speechless. I didn't expect him to say sorry everytime, but all I want is he could realise and change his bad deed. I don't know whether these problems could ruin our friendship or no. I just know one thing, there is no reason for me to wait for him anymore. I give up.Let's just be a -bestfriend-as what he said. Maybe it is the only way to improve our relationship. I don't want to hate him, and I always forgive him, though he hurted me deeply. :)
"Even if I had an opportunity to choose once again, my choice would still be the same. And it would be you"

Thirdly, I had a small gathering with friends yesterday. My friends are going to leave Medan,soon. I'm very sad and lonely. And now, I am waiting for my turn. Wish I could have a better life in a new environment. Maybe I could forget all bitter things I've ever had in my hometown. Well, we watched a funny cartoon movie yesterday. "Despicable Me"




Overall, I can tell you that our gathering yesterday was fun. Hope we'll get a kind of this gathering again in the future. :D

Cheers...!!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

No Idea!!

Peeps..These days I don't have any mood for blogging. That's why I just leave my blog without any new posting. Just now, I found many historical things in my old computer. One of them is the chat message histories from him. It makes my minds flew again to the last 2 years. Surely, I am sad again and again, although for thousand times I've said to forget my past. I don't get any news from him these few weeks. He didn't online at all. Don't know what is happening, whether he was too busy or what. Finally, I opened his profile on MSN. He had ever written something that makes my heart hurts, extremely hurts. He wrote," I'm very happy that you called me." Who did he mean by "you"? Another one again? It makes me feels that all my sacrifices were not worthy at all. I never find he could be very happy like this. He always found me to share only whenever he got problems. For the rest, he forgot. Has he ever been thinking of me as I have? I think the answer is a big "NO".
Aaaarrgghh, he really ruins my mind, whereas actually I need to study for upcoming IELTS test. It's coming soon!! On this 16 and 17.
Pray for me,okay? :)






xoxo

Friday, July 2, 2010

Penang now..:D

Hii peeps..how are ya?? :)
I took my flight this morning to Penang. And now,I'm already here,exactly in Island Hospital. Yea, I'm going to check up my eyes, because Medan doctor said that my eye-pressure is a lil' bit high. The patients here are too many, and surely I'm bored! But good then there is wifi,so at least I could browse. Wondering,when is the time for me??

xoxo..